sam winchester is like one of those giant dogs who forget they are giant and never uses his size for hurting or scaring and just wants to live life like all the other happy dogs even though the world isn’t really built for him
“Everyone’s just looking for reasons to wake up and get out of bed, some do it for nothing but a kiss, perhaps a cup of coffee, others have a harder time; no train to catch, no hand to hold, no reasons at all.”—Kallusion (via psych-facts)
I’m sick and tired.I’m sick and tired of people acting like they care,
I’m sick and tired of the lies people say,
I’m sick and tired of people,
I’m just sick and tired
“I’ve got your back whenever you need me . “
Thats why you don’t answer your phone?
That’s why you don’t reply?
That’s why you can’t return the favors?
If you cared how I felt,
you wouldn’t have said it.
If you cared if your action affected me ,
you would have asked.
I’m tired of these hollow words. People speaking hollow words rather than hallowed words.
Take a second to think how low those words make a person feel.
I just bite my tongue,
not uttering a sound,
until it all this sadness, anger, and depression
builds inside me.
and eventually ,
I plan my shot,
I pick up my sling,
For each time you’ve got me,
i’ve got sevenfold planned.
enter your stronghold,
Prepare for war,
stand strong, brute, and bold,
behold , let the ruffled, volt of burning arrows unfurl.
As I struggle with this war,
i try to withhold, the imminent demise, via implosion.
I’m sick and tired of thinking.
The pure path to depression,
and wormhole to unending self-control.
You’ve got to stop and take a second,
i’ve become so sick and tired,
that i am starting to slip.
Slipping off the edge of sanity,watching every soul get mad and oppress me .
I’m sorry. I’m just sick and tired. Time to call it a night,
close my eyes, take a breathand maybe tomorrow, I just might not be so sick and tired.